Wednesday, October 12, 2011
Sunday, October 2, 2011
I heard about a young girl a long time ago
who was a photographer
that was diagnosed with a serious case of Lupus and was not promised much time to live.
Tomorrow,
I will get on a plane with my photography mentor... and... friend
and spend the next month photographing a ministry--
she still is suffering from Lupus,
yet somehow continues to live and live v i b r a n t l y .
Ruth Lovin, your perseverance gives me hope
that was diagnosed with a serious case of Lupus and was not promised much time to live.
Tomorrow,
I will get on a plane with my photography mentor... and... friend
and spend the next month photographing a ministry--
she still is suffering from Lupus,
yet somehow continues to live and live v i b r a n t l y .
Ruth Lovin, your perseverance gives me hope
Saturday, October 1, 2011
At 14 years old, I sat in a shoe store
before going to the doctor,
my eyes tearing up with handfuls of shoeboxes s c a t t e r e d a l l a r o u n d m e
as I tried to slide my impaired foot into shoe after shoe
My dream was to own and be able to walk in a pair of bright, red shiny stilettos
but I had permanent nerve damage in my leg and ankle that prevented me from lifting my right foot into a shoe.
I quickly wiped my eyes before anyone could tell I was crying,
and as I began to bandage my leg back up into my brace,
my mom
held my hand and told me that I'd be able to wear them someday
One day after having surgery, the doctors removed one of my casts
from my newly tender skin and left the room
for a moment.
The skin on my leg was so tender from surgery,
that it hurt for it to even touch the bed I was laying on
so my mom
came up and held my leg for me so that it wouldn't have to touch the bed.
She said,
"Susie, if we make it through this. . .
. . . I'll buy you those ultimate shoes."
At 19 years old, I'm smiling
as I write this journey into my journal. . .
In my closet, directly behind me,
is a pair of bright red, shiny stilettos
Due to further physical complications, I can no longer wear them
but I keep the shoes
in reminder of the ultimate mother
I've had fighting this battle alongside me
Mom, your fighting spirit gives me hope
my eyes tearing up with handfuls of shoeboxes s c a t t e r e d a l l a r o u n d m e
as I tried to slide my impaired foot into shoe after shoe
My dream was to own and be able to walk in a pair of bright, red shiny stilettos
but I had permanent nerve damage in my leg and ankle that prevented me from lifting my right foot into a shoe.
I quickly wiped my eyes before anyone could tell I was crying,
and as I began to bandage my leg back up into my brace,
my mom
held my hand and told me that I'd be able to wear them someday
One day after having surgery, the doctors removed one of my casts
from my newly tender skin and left the room
for a moment.
The skin on my leg was so tender from surgery,
that it hurt for it to even touch the bed I was laying on
so my mom
came up and held my leg for me so that it wouldn't have to touch the bed.
She said,
"Susie, if we make it through this. . .
. . . I'll buy you those ultimate shoes."
At 19 years old, I'm smiling
as I write this journey into my journal. . .
In my closet, directly behind me,
is a pair of bright red, shiny stilettos
Due to further physical complications, I can no longer wear them
but I keep the shoes
in reminder of the ultimate mother
I've had fighting this battle alongside me
Mom, your fighting spirit gives me hope
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