Day of Thanks

Thanksgiving is soon.
Zachary and I are thankful.
We are thankful for:

Adventures

Music

Our homes

The power of a Father unseen

The wild

True friendship

Never take for granted of what you have

Sincerely,

Us

Master of None

I miss being able to function like a normal human being
I want to undress out of  my skin and float away
The creativity inside the nucleus of my imagination is always a good motivator, but sometimes I try too hard to distract myself with it. . . and I only result in exhaustion
I will dream of functioning like a normal human being
I will dream of flying

I feel, I feel, I feel, I feel lost, I feel, I feel. . .

New Terrain

Meet my hero

A strong lady who believes that life itself isn't worth living unless traveled with the only Companion loving enough to walk with us the entire way. She taught me how to perservere. She taught me love. What a beautiful thought. What a beautiful lady.

P.S. She's also my mom

Lull

Fighting depression, fighting depression

I have a feeling I am going to look back on this and it's going to scare. . .

I was having an excellent 5-day streak, and then. . .

I know exactly the cause, but I can't tell. . .

They will worry and will probably make me quit. . .

Too ashamed to cry in front of my friends because. . .

I'm calm and I know how to handle this due to past. . .
But that doesn't take away the depress. . .
My head spins, my head spins

I just want to learn to play the violin
I miss the days when things couldn't bring me down out of the air no matter what

I think now would be a good time to talk to God

Creature Fear

I have been set free from all of my pains today


I took you from the ends of the earth, 
from its farthest corners I called you. 
I said, 'You are my servant'; 
I have chosen you and have not rejected you.  So do not fear, for I am with you; 
do not be dismayed, for I am your God. 
I will strengthen you and help you;

Silas the Magic Car

This is one of my best friends. Her name is Elizabeth.
She likes me even after I do things to her like give her number out to creeps.

I love you.